Thursday, March 26, 2009

inspiring....

found this poem while surfing...i can totally relate to this. Each line strikes a chord to my heart. That's how well it sums up what I am feeling day to day.

DESIDERATA

written by Max Ehrmann


Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.


As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.


If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.


Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.


Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.


Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.


Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.


With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

The past few days have been extremely toxic. I am so stressed lately that I am losing interest in everything, except the summer camp. Am so looking forward to that! And don't forget Vesak Day! We don't have a performance yet, but we'll think of something. After all, we're not called the "two week group" for nothing. Although this time, we might have less than two weeks to prepare. haha

I am thinking about leaving my job. The jobs great, yes. But recently, too much work has been piled on me, even things that aren't really in my job description. Then there is an office mate that I am having problems with an office mate right now. She tends to pass whatever work that has been assigned to her to me(actually, its more like, she barks her order. Imagine Cinderella's stepmother and stepsisters). I told her nicely that I have lots to do and that maybe she could do it herself if its urgent. Now, she's not talking to me. Well, fine by me, at least she's not giving me extra work na. hehe

Saturday, March 14, 2009

busy busy busy

Life has been hectic the past few months. So many things to do...trying so hard to balance work and YAD and family, somehow 24 hours a day seems too short. I have barely had a good nights' rest since January. Unfortunately, it has caused me to be cranky. haha Am looking forward to my vacation in April. Although, it worries me as well. I am wondering how we're going to be finishing all the things that need to be accomplished in just a few weeks' time.

Aside from having an extremely long list of things to do, there are still other pressures from other outside forces, things that are unexpectedly popping up, and not having a lot of people. It's sort of driving me crazy, thinking what I should do next. This is all overwhelming me. I am trying to learn to prioritize and most importantly, dealing with difficult people. The latter is my most important agenda now.

This, like all things, shall pass....Just have to endure the stress for a few more months. 53 days till camp!

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